Hi everyone, for many people this year has been
the worst year of their life and that is trully terrible. But honestly for
me, it's been the first year in my life I've really felt I've achieved
something. For me this year has been a chance to reflect, to focus on what's important,
what I want from life and my goals and to actually start working towards my
goals, which is something I've been putting off for years!
Being someone with a health condition and living with chronic pain, the most I ever normally went out was once a week. So
apart from desperately missing seeing my 2 best friends, I haven't felt too
much of a hardship not going out and the extra time I've spent indoors has
made all the difference to the work I've put in on my goals and I've already
seen the rewards.
So to explain in more detail; firstly on January
the 10th we welcomed our second furbaby. A rescue teacup poodle (teacup is the
smallest size there is) and she is SO tiny!! We named her Lucy and she has
been an absolute joy and makes me smile everyday 😍
In June I was FINALLY able to talk to a
counsellor after 2 years of being on a waiting list and after suffering with
severe depression for many years. I talked to her on the phone an hour a week
for 8 weeks (I did a blog post all about it here) and it was the best thing I did,
it helped so so much and I will be forever grateful to her!
I've been journaling and drawing again and trying to learn to do digital drawing.
And in August, after about 4 years of planning and making and designing, I finally opened my Etsy shop Crystal Sparkly
Dreams (link in bio) :-D I have loads more to list on there, including all my handmade
jewellery but so far it's going well. *I will talk fully about it soon,
probably when I have a few more items listed and I'll be doing giveaways,
competitions, discount codes etc for all my readers. If you want to follow my shops progress, check out when new items will be listed on the shop etc, please follow the IG account Crystal Sparkly Dreams Shop
I also helped my mum open her Etsy shop in
October Crafty Renegade Design again I still have LOADS to list because she has
been busy making so many amazing and beautiful craft items but at least it's a
start.
I have also really seen who my real friends are
this year and had a couple of pleasant surprises as well as disappointments on
that score! But the ones that have been
there, have been absolutely amazing, so supportive and I don't know how I'd
have got through the year without them! ♥♥♥
I still have stuff to sort out, with my work and my depression/anxiety etc but at least I feel I've finally made a massive
start for the first time in my life!
This year has been a very mixed bag of emotions,
it's still a huge worry and I'm feeling very anxious of what's going to happen
this year but all we can do is hope and look after each other and focus on what
we CAN still do.
So until next time, Happy New Year and Stay Safe
♥
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